What is this, what happens to relationships, started off so good and ended up so bad baby I just wanna know, Tell me do u know, baby
Before we knew it we were at it again, no, somehow I don't think we can ever be friends, wish it wasn't so.
So we go on and on on this merry go round trying to chase a love that can never be found time to say goodbye and step off of it now,
It's over boy it's over
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Alam sunyi
Andai ini jalan yg kamu pilih.saya pasrah. tapi saya akan sentiasa doakan yang terbaik untuk awak. InsyaAllah saya percaya akan ada insan yang lebih layak untuk bersama awak selain daripada saya.Moga Tuhan rahmati jalan yang awak pilih. Assalamualaikum.
P/s : Terima kasih Muhammad Khusyairi Shaari.tunaikan janji yang awak tak berkesempatan tunaikan saat awak bersama saya dengan wanita yang lebih layak dan solehah.
P/s : Terima kasih Muhammad Khusyairi Shaari.tunaikan janji yang awak tak berkesempatan tunaikan saat awak bersama saya dengan wanita yang lebih layak dan solehah.
Tuhan tabahkan hatiku
Sesungguhnya aku pasrahkan diriku untuk menerima semua jalan hidupku
mengikut apa yang kau tunjukkan jalan kepadaku
Sesungguhnya aku pasrahkan diriku untuk menerima semua jalan hidupku
mengikut apa yang kau tunjukkan jalan kepadaku
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
It Does
"The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved"
Mother Teresa
To feel lonely is to be overwhelmed by an unbearable feeling of separateness, at a very deep level. To some degree, it is a totally normal emotion, a part of growing up. At birth, we all start the process of separation, the growth towards becoming individuals. Also, from our earliest months, as awareness of our separateness dawns upon us, the parallel need to seek relationship begins.
It's a balancing act, a see-sawing between the search for intimacy and an acceptance of isolation that continues throughout life. However smoothly this passage from birth to mature adulthood goes, there are bound to be times in our lives when this process of growing up, of becoming separate selves, feels difficult; times when we feel anxious, abandoned, unloved, insecure. In other words, when we feel lonely.
I am not looking forward to that same thing but I do feel a little bit depress right now. I've been feeling very lonely all this time. I know everyone feels this, but I think I feel it more than anyone I know. It's not like I don't have friends but I felt as if my existence is so vague. It's so hard to live everyday I wish I could disappear for moment. I feel ugly and worthless, stupid and selfish, confuse and alone. I drown all my sorrows in music.
“During depression, the world disappears. Language itself. One has nothing to say. Nothing. No small talk, no anecdotes. One's real state of mind is a source of shame. So one is necessarily silent about it, leaving nothing else for subject matter.”
Kate Millett, The Loony Bin Trip
It Does~
My feelings of loneliness are more constant and appear unrelated to external events or time of life. It is impossible to generalise about why I suddenly might feel constantly lonely. Sometimes, I feel unable to like myself or to be liked by others.
"The heart was made to be broken"
When I see your smile, and I know it’s not for me, that’s when I’ll miss you. I fall down in slow motion but it hits the hardest on the ground
sakit.
Mother Teresa
To feel lonely is to be overwhelmed by an unbearable feeling of separateness, at a very deep level. To some degree, it is a totally normal emotion, a part of growing up. At birth, we all start the process of separation, the growth towards becoming individuals. Also, from our earliest months, as awareness of our separateness dawns upon us, the parallel need to seek relationship begins.
It's a balancing act, a see-sawing between the search for intimacy and an acceptance of isolation that continues throughout life. However smoothly this passage from birth to mature adulthood goes, there are bound to be times in our lives when this process of growing up, of becoming separate selves, feels difficult; times when we feel anxious, abandoned, unloved, insecure. In other words, when we feel lonely.
I am not looking forward to that same thing but I do feel a little bit depress right now. I've been feeling very lonely all this time. I know everyone feels this, but I think I feel it more than anyone I know. It's not like I don't have friends but I felt as if my existence is so vague. It's so hard to live everyday I wish I could disappear for moment. I feel ugly and worthless, stupid and selfish, confuse and alone. I drown all my sorrows in music.
“During depression, the world disappears. Language itself. One has nothing to say. Nothing. No small talk, no anecdotes. One's real state of mind is a source of shame. So one is necessarily silent about it, leaving nothing else for subject matter.”
Kate Millett, The Loony Bin Trip
It Does~
My feelings of loneliness are more constant and appear unrelated to external events or time of life. It is impossible to generalise about why I suddenly might feel constantly lonely. Sometimes, I feel unable to like myself or to be liked by others.
"The heart was made to be broken"
When I see your smile, and I know it’s not for me, that’s when I’ll miss you. I fall down in slow motion but it hits the hardest on the ground
sakit.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
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